I think I am getting too old for this ... loosing sleep that is, though I do feel like I cannot do this care giving for much longer either. It is very tiring most of the time.
The day is grey and foggy, but when I crest the hill at a certain point the simple view is so refreshing. I live in a beautiful area of the province,and even though the leaves are nearly finshed there is still considerable beauty everywhere.
It is a good sign that I am even aware of this.
I pull into the drive way , bleary eyed, the mucical sound that greets me is so uplifting. The Starlings have come to feast on the berries in the trees in the back yard. Now yes, they then leave their blue droppings everywhere but I am in a forgiving frame of mind today, since their song always lifts my heart.