Friday, October 31, 2008

Last Week

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It has been one week today since Zoey had her surgery (spaying). In female puppies it is major surgery since they remove the uterus and ovaries. Something I learned is that spaying really helps prevent mammary cancer in dogs. Still, I felt very sorry for her.

BUT.....one week later , actually after only a few days she was back to her playful little personality.

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Today at noon hour we took advantage of the beautiful weather and had a nice walk , the longest since her surgery.

This puppy has become such a blessing and she is so very affectionate. She just loves to hug and cuddle...and so do I !

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When I get home from work we take a few minutes to enjoy each other.

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The Lord sure knew what I needed when He gave me Zoey....we rescued each other.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Safely Home

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The Lady is Home. She fought a courageous battle against a vicious enemy. Her life and her battle was a beautiful testimony to the grace and presence of Jesus as He walked with her through the valley of the shadow of death .

In a strange way, I am always a little envious of someone who is now gazing into the Face I long to behold.

The other evening I was thinking to the Lord, 'I wonder what Lana is doing?' I heard the Lord say...'She is smiling ! She can't stop smiling ! I wept with joy and gratitude at the Goodness of our Savior.

2 Corinthians 5:1 For we know that if the earthly tent we live in is destroyed, we have a building from God an eternal house in heaven not built by human hands.

Meanwhile we groan, longing to be clothed with our heavenly dwelling....

Friday, October 17, 2008

Invitation to Beauty

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Sometimes there are no words to express my gratitude for the blessing of being surrounded by the beauty that declares the Truth : He is very much Alive !

Even as I post this little note, there is a friend who is lying in her hospital bed even now waiting for her Savior and Beloved to make His entrance and take her Home.

I hear The Voice singing....Prepare the Way of the Lord...Behold your God !

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Smile

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Sometimes, the humor of the Lord just jumps right out at me. Today while checking out the National Geographic web site, I found this picture of this little smiling spider guarding her eggs.

What an incredible and amazing Creator we have ! Just makes me smile.

Well Rebecca, I don't love spiders but I have to say I am so impressed with their perseverence and determination in creating and restoring their lovely web.

I used to clean the windows in my Lakefield job, and almost immediately those little things were back spinning like crazy to re-establish their web.

I am always happy to be amazed at the intricacy of our Creator, and how He is so into the finest detail no matter how seemingly insignificant and sometimes disgusting it may seem to some humans, myself being primarily disgusted with bugs of all sorts.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving

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I have so very much to be thankful for everyday and Thanksgiving is another opportunity to tell the Lord how much He means to me... and so I surrender my heart all over again.

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Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Princess Lion Dog

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Zoey has had a nice grooming, and seems to have been set free by her many new relationships with other canine friends.

Last evening after our last walk of the day, I was relaxing in a nice bath, when there was a knock on my door. Now, my building has the security system where if one has a visitor they are buzzed in.

This system does not protect one from those already living in the building, some who are placed here and paid for by the Mental Health Organization and then the normal not so pleasant types , as well as the rest of us , whatever category we slide ourselves into.

Anyway, I did not answer the door, but just asked 'who is there ?'
Your 'friend' from 4....??? I didn't hear the rest.
By the way, I do not have any 'friends' in the building let alone on my floor.

Meanwhile, Zoey, this little lady who never barks, started into the barking in a big way, so much so that she worked herself into an actual howl.

I was impressed !

So I have dubbed her "Princess Zoe" of the Royal Lion-Dog Tribe.... that should keep the unseemly types from bothering us I think, at least while we are safely behind locked doors.

As for when we take our nightly walk, I will trust Jesus and His Angels to be our Guard .

Seasons Change

Recently while on our noon hour walk I was compelled to record the beauty of the changing season which was so vibrantly on display all around us.

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As I walked, the amazing fragrance that only autumn leaves in their dying can display, arose, bringing memories of school days flooding through me with joy. It was like I couldn't get enough....the next day on the same walk, the fragrance had dissipated.

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At the end of the day, this lovely sight greeted me from my window , a reminder full of promise.... I will never leave you .....

Monday, October 06, 2008

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Taking time to get back to the Safety of the Secret Place.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

You're Beautiful



This is an amazing worship song by Phil Wickham .
I heard it on the IHOP webstream recently. So fresh and anointed.

Monday, September 29, 2008

He's Waiting In the Midst of the Storm

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Peter knows he is in trouble.

That is why, when he sees Jesus walking on the water toward the boat, he is the first to say, “Lord, if it’s you … tell me to come to you on the water.” (Matthew 14:28)

He is aware of two facts: He’s going down, and Jesus is staying up. And it doesn’t take him too long to decide where he would rather be.
Perhaps a better interpretation of his request would be, “Jeeeeeeeesus. If that is you, then get me out of here!”

“Come on” is the invitation.

Read the rest here.

This man has a way of creating such an amazingly real moment.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Return

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You find me in the night
hold me in the night
open up my eyes
and the Son will Rise.
(Misty Edwards)


I had a dream the other night and I was riding my bike down a familiar but very dark street. I was not afraid, but was very aware of the darkness of the night.

I was almost to the corner, when someone jumped onto the back of my bike. At first I was terrified, but then a little later, once through the intersection, I turned see who it was, and it turned out to be someone I knew.This person had the same name as the street I was riding on.
We were all sitting in a kind of tent around a fire, and the person who had been on my bike looked very wounded and distressed.

The next day I actually met the person who had jumped on my bike . Strange.....but maybe not really so strange after all.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

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Ah....parenting a puppy.... or at least learning to...

Zoey... this is a ball.... fetch the ball girl... and she did. Yay !

On the other hand she is chewing the furniture and many other items so it is back to the pet store for more chew toys.

She is filling a large empty place in my heart left by my Sam and I am very grateful to the Lord.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Friday, September 19, 2008

Good to Laugh

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From the sublime to the ridiculous. With my reintroduction to the world of being a pet owner, and the vet experience of Zoey and myself I thought I needed to lighten up .

This movie certainly has that effect on me. I laughed myself silly, and Zoey looked at me in a very peculiar way. It is the fact of what the animals in the movie have to say . Man , I wish I could understand their language .

Anyway, I really needed to laugh, and this did it for me.

Thursday, September 18, 2008


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Power of the Blood excerpt , different than what I have posted please find here by Bob Sorge .

I purchase this on line as an ebook and then ordered the actual book as well, when I discovered the rich treasures revealing the Heart of God Himself.
It is a worthy read deserving of meditation, and you will find His Presence accompanying the revelation of truth that Bob Sorge is bringing.

This is from the first chapter.

If you want to know what God feels most strongly about, talk to Him about His highest joys and deepest sorrows.
I am persuaded there is nothing God feels more strongly about than the cross of His Son.

While God has known many sorrows (Isaiah 53:3), there was one that eclipsed all others. Never has anything torn and lacerated the infinite depths of God’s heart as deeply and severely as the crucifixion of His beloved Son.

And He’ll never forget.

Look at His cross and all you see is blood. Blood on His scalp, blood on His face, blood on His neck, blood on His shoulders, blood on His arms, blood on His hands, blood on His back, blood on His chest, blood on His legs, blood on His feet, blood on His cross, blood on the ground.

It was a spectacle of blood.

And then came waves of divine wrath as the deeply offended God unleashed upon His Spotless One the punishment for our sins. As the Son endured the barrage of fiery indignation, creation itself turned dark at noonday because of the terror.

None of us knows just how astronomical the pain of God was during those interminable hours of what Thomas Dubay calls, “consummate splendor in monstrous horror.”

It’s because of the intensity of the suffering of the Trinity during the crucifixion that that event stands out, far and above all others, as God’s most memorable event ever.

Because of the pain He and His Son endured, God has deeper convictions and stronger opinions about Calvary and what it accomplished than virtually any other topic.

Jesus’ Abandonment Left God Undone

During His crucifixion, Jesus had dove’s eyes for His Father. By that I mean He had eyes for His Father only.
(Doves have no peripheral vision.) Jesus’ preoccupation with His Father during His suffering is revealed in the way He directed four of His seven cross utterances to His Father.

more another time.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Eyes to See Further

My new apartment is a little place . It's not grand or beautiful but it has the blessing of being my little piece of 'earth' for now.
It is not the one I would have had for my first choice, but that's ok .

I am learning not to complain .

This is the view from my very large window . Now I have a choice to decide where will I focus my eyes today.

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The chap below me has a balcony, I do not. He has the hobby of feeding the local 'wildlife'. So I can enjoy this view some of the time.


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My favorite view is when I gaze over the top, especially in the early morning when the sun is beginning to display her splendor.

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It's a good lesson for me and I find it easy to lift my eyes to the distance and appreciate the Goodness of My God.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Day Three With Zoey

Like all good parents, I took Zoey to the vet to have her checked out regarding her health etc. Well, it turns out she is actually 10 months old, malnourished, in heat, has ear infection and conjunctivitis of her eyes. Poor Zoe !

Looks like our meeting was more of a rescue . I rescued her and in turn she is rescuing me . The vet had to give her quite a few needles, which in turn made her very sick and she threw up in the waiting room and after we got home as well.

Can Nancy say 'STRESSSSS !' It's a good thing I can pray , as the Lord swept in a calmed Zoey and myself.

Today she is much better, and I expect by tomorrow will be more like a happy puppy should be .

Monday, September 15, 2008

A Good Laugh

They laugh because that is what you do when someone says he can do the impossible.

They laugh a little at God, and a lot with God—for God is laughing, too.

Then, with the smile still on his face, he gets busy doing what he does best—the unbelievable.

Read the story by Max Lucado

The kingdom of heaven. Its citizens are drunk on wonder.

Consider the case of Sarai. She is in her golden years, but God promises her a son. She gets excited. She visits the maternity shop and buys a few dresses. She plans her shower and remodels her tent … but no son. She eats a few birthday cakes and blows out a lot of candles … still no son. She goes through a decade of wall calendars … still no son.

So Sarai decides to take matters into her own hands. (“Maybe God needs me to take care of this one.”)

She convinces Abram that time is running out. (“Face it, Abe, you ain’t getting any younger, either.”) She commands her maid, Hagar, to go into Abram’s tent and see if he needs anything. (“And I mean ‘anything’!”) Hagar goes in a maid. She comes out a mom. And the problems begin.

Hagar is haughty. Sarai is jealous. Abram is dizzy from the dilemma. And God calls the baby boy a “wild donkey”—an appropriate name for one born out of stubbornness and destined to kick his way into history.

It isn’t the cozy family Sarai expected. And it isn’t a topic Abram and Sarai bring up very often at dinner.

Finally, fourteen years later, when Abram is pushing a century of years and Sarai ninety … when Abram has stopped listening to Sarai’s advice, and Sarai has stopped giving it … when the wallpaper in the nursery is faded and the baby furniture is several seasons out of date … when the topic of the promised child brings sighs and tears and long looks into a silent sky … God pays them a visit and tells them they had better select a name for their new son.

Abram and Sarai have the same response: laughter. They laugh partly because it is too good to happen and partly because it might. They laugh because they have given up hope, and hope born anew is always funny before it is real.

They laugh at the lunacy of it all.

They laugh because that is what you do when someone says he can do the impossible. They laugh a little at God, and a lot with God—for God is laughing, too. Then, with the smile still on his face, he gets busy doing what he does best—the unbelievable.

He changes a few things—beginning with their names. Abram, the father of one, will now be Abraham, the father of a multitude. Sarai, the barren one, will now be Sarah, the mother.

But their names aren’t the only things God changes. He changes their minds. He changes their faith. He changes the number of their tax deductions. He changes the way they define the word impossible.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Meet Zoey

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This little lady is my new 'baby'. She is seven months old , so is basically potty trained.
At least it seems that way,but I suppose our first night together will tell the story.
She is a cutie, but is in need of a vet to help her with a few issues, one of which will be getting her spayed.

I think we are a match . Thank you Lord.

Oh yes, she does not have a problem with cats or other dogs. Yay ! Though the cats at my sisters seemed to have an issue or two with her this evening, but I am sure we will all get along eventually.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Saying Goodbye

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Last Sunday, my brother in laws' mother passed away. She was 87 years of age, and had lived a full life. She went to heaven speedily with a great look of surprise in her eyes and a smile on her lips.

There is just something so special when families gather during a time like this. It seems like all arguments get put to rest and the arms of sadness and loss reach across invisible boundaries we erect and embrace each one in a peculiar way.

I had known Thelma for many years, but was not close in the sense of her immediate family. Still it was an honor for me to be welcomed and embraced by her family . I love the way the Lord speaks to me when eternity is so near.

Part of me is almost envious of the departed since she is now actually beholding the Desire of my heart and I must wait with longing unmeasurable my own calling home.

Today it just felt good to be part of a family. I miss my own family, we are scattered abroad and life is just that way sometimes. So when the moments of belonging to a bigger picture come I am very thankful .

The choices I have made for my life are my choices. I actually enjoy my solitude but there is a place in my soul that also longs to know the fulfillment and safety of belonging, loving and being safely loved in return . Serving, encouraging , needing and being needed .

All this I was privileged to be reminded of today , at the same time, standing so close to the Door, waiting with eager anticipation my first glimpse of the Face of Jesus when it is my turn to enter and not ever have to leave .

Monday, September 08, 2008

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This is one view of my new digs. I have not completely unpacked yet since that takes too much energy these days.

Thanks to my brother in law Ron and my nephew in law Mike, Sarah's husband .

Without their help and encouragement it would not have been possible since I am becoming an old fogg and the many restrictions that come with such an age.

I used to work in this building when I was 17 years old and it was then a factory that made clocks. It would be too funny to discover the actual floor I live on is the one I helped assemble electric clocks , way back in 1963.

Then the building was known as Westclox General Time, and today is known as Time Square.

At the bottom of the hill to the east lies the world famous Lift Locks. There is a small tunnel in between the locks so that a single line of traffic takes turns passing beneath .

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It is a nice tourist area and very soon the leaves will once again be splendid in their fall colors. Yes, a pretty little town indeed.

Tomorrow I will finally have my phone installed and my very own phone number. Yay !
Meet Christian the Lion here from Randy Alcorns'Blog

Watch the video, it is so amazing and brought tears to my eyes.

Friday, August 29, 2008

Moving

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Finally moving into my own little bachelor - ette ? suite tomorrow. Small but with my very own bath tub, stove, and frig.... big windows , above ground and pet friendly .

Private... no one else can enter without my permission !

No A. C. though but soon it will be cooler.

I am exhausted but the outlook is favorable and I am a survivor anyway .

God is so Very Good !

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

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Thirty six years ago today Jesus came and found me . Precious memories of such a great salvation experience. I am forever grateful .

The journey has been filled with adventure, sorrow, and trials beyond measure. The joy of His continual loving Presence and never ending affection make every bump in the road worth it all.

I love You more than ever Jesus.